Following the beat (I follow my heart)

My heart beats the rhythm
That's keeping me livin
Constantly thumpin
From this beat I am driven

To persevere
To survive my worst fears
The beat won't stop
Until my time draws near

So everyone hear
The thump of my heart
This beat keeps time
Through the difficult parts

Even though it's tricky
I follow the beat
I follow my heart
Where ever it may lead

Distance so Distant

Many years ago, I wanted to die
Blow out my brains, give death a try
I came close, but couldn't commit
Life kicked my ass but I couldn't quit

I wouldn't submit, I had to fight
No one had my back so I kept it in sight
Always on guard, I had to be hard
Life was tough because I grew up rough

About to go walk around in the night and listen to Megadeth. Wrote down some thoughts in rhyme.

Nothing in my life ever makes much sense
I'm trapped in the memories of the past tense
I sit around a lot contemplate my thoughts
When I hit a soft spot I pull out the pot

I'm flat broke and I only hit the scrap smoke
I'm low on cash and I'm losing hope
I used to love people now I'm easily annoyed
I lost all my friends so now pot fills the void

I miss Tupac

Tupac, will you please come back?

Show the world rap that isn't whack?

Share songs with depth, meaning and heart

Rip these fake dudes (IE Drake) apart?

Bring back the message that you once shared

Destroy these fake rappers, let none be spared

Show the future what rap is deep down

Not crappy similes with rhymes thrown around

I don't care about luxury, how rich people dress

That doesn't relate to me, I'm not impressed

Forget the radio rappers and the shit they say

I'd trade them all for Tupac Shakur anyday

McNasty

Going to McDonalds, I'm craving fast FOOD!

I smoked a bunch a blunts bout to eat like a fat DUDE!

A couple McChickens and an order of McDOUBLES!

Add the ice cream now we're askin for TROUBLE!

My toilet hates me for loving Ronnie McD!

Eating fast food makes my toilet get ICKY!

I blame my diet on the Sticky-Icky GREEN!

If the pot doesn't hit-me, I'm betting on the Dairy QUEEN!

SOFT SERVE makes for nasty SOFT TURDS!

Ice cream I've HEARD makes TURDS smell ABSURD!

Stinking up the PLACE with processed WASTE!

Stomachs HATE processing-the-processed TASTE!

I never lose weight cuz fast food TASTES GREAT!

Especially when I'm baked and driving around LATE!

I like to make stops at the K-F-C!

Cuz Colonel Sanders won't PLAY-WITH-ME!

I order a 3 piece, 2 biscuits, A SIDE!

I get hasty service for a tasty CAR RIDE!

I light a blunt, then kick BACK and RELAX!

Kickin chicken ASS with my hunger ATTACK!

I eat with GREED and I smoke with WEED!

I eat more food than 2 families need!

Yum! Yum! I eat all night LONG!

I devour for hours til my hunger is GONE!!

Hear clear and free, those dear to me

Slowly let the pain go drain blood from the vein's flow
Need the release pull back let the brains blow
All of a sudden, the heart stops thuddin
Freed from the misery, no longer shut in
This silent cage, no more violent rage
The violin plays at this final stage
When I bleed no more, I'll be free to soar
Eyes shut I fly up, free from this war

Too much caffeine, not enough sleep

I've been working on rhymes, recently I'm seeing results.

I wrote this one about a babe.

I like to kick-it-with a sexy chick that's thick

Nice round ass equipped with wet lips

Nice strong teeth, soft smooth skin

You give me the cues I'll choose to move in

Rock your body, grind into me

You looking for heat? You'll find it with me

Take it to the back then show me the way

Build up the heat then blow me away

Move slow rock steady, Wilcox is ready

We can make magic in ev-er-y setting

Forget those inhibitions, let your body twerk

Slide side to side as our bodies work